Serendipity

Black mold  In my previous blog, I mentioned something to the fact that I believed that the house of my now ex-boyfriend's had black mold in it and had a lot to do with my depression and my COPD getting worse over time. I wasn't wrong at the probability of such a thing.  AI overview wrote: "Black mold can make you sick through allergic reactions, irritation, infections, and toxicity, depending on the person's sensitivity and health." I have immune disorders that would make me even more vulnerable, not to mention my age. Under the section on toxicity, it mentions neurological symptoms. "These can include brain fog (check), memory loss (check), difficulty in concentrating  (check), anxiety (through the roof), and  depression (extreme to where suicide was considered). Further on, it also mentions fatigue. (which was almost constant in the last year or so.)" I tried telling the ex, more times than I can remember over the last few years, that there was black ...

Again, my life has slid sideways, and I initiated a change to save my physical health as well as my mental health. I sure can pick them, and again, I picked another loser, one who changed over time, as did I. We had a very toxic relationship in these last few years, which steadily got worse to the point I hit him in the mouth, and he hit me in the nose area. From that point on, we raised our hands/fists when the arguments were getting out of control as were our tempers. Let me backtrack. The first years were tolerable; we had the typical spats that were over and forgotten in less than 5 minutes. But as these last couple of years came upon us, the arguments became more verbally violent, the words that we spit out of our mouths were not pretty...and it was so not me . In all of my 66 years, my temper NEVER flared like it did with him. He set me off and if not, it was me setting him off.  To be honest, call me a bit crazy, but it was his house . It was the house that was doing that to...

I got to looking on my blog posts, and found one I meant to finish in my drafts...dating May of 2024. Wow! I knew it'd been awhile, but a year plus? Crazy how life carries you along so quickly.   In the past year plus, I have going through an awakening...spiritually and mentally. This has been a time of growing clarity to me, to see life...and myself...beyond the physical plane. It's the opening of my third eye.  I " see " things more clearly, feel things far deeper than I used to, and " know " things without knowing how I do, if that makes sense.  Let me explain... We, as humans, are energy, even though we are made of flesh and bone. But this is only a vessel for our spirit (a.k.a. soul, if you will) to live in. The real  us, is our spirit/soul. When the body dies, our spirit/soul will leave this plane and transcend into another plane, Heaven, or in some beliefs: another realm.  I've always known there was something more  to everything, to...